WOW, it’s been a while since i have posted something, but there is good reason for my slacking. on monday (4/30/07) kasey gave birth to our first child…molly kay. (mom and baby are both healthy!!) she was born at 3:06pm, 7 lbs. 2oz, and 21 1/4 inches long. so i have been staying and “sleeping” at the hospital ever since. so i haven’t exactly been close to a computer, plenty of cameras, no computers.
molly kay has made me really think about things for many reasons. one reason specifically is that she is completely dependant on mom and dad to take care of her and meet all or her needs. that is one daunting task if i do say so myself. (and i can’t do half of what needs done!) i have to say that i have never been this exhausted in my entire life. yet the rewards of a child who is dependant on me? words can’t even express what a blessing that is and the joy that has been brought to me.
i get overwhelmed to think of this little girl who is dependant on me. and yet i wonder…what does God feel when i’m dependant on Him? more importantly what does He feel when i’m not dependant on Him, but rely on my own strength?
i thank God for this blessing and pray that i could be a blessing to Him by being dependant on Him.
